Writting again and it's random

This is a really hard post for me to write. Even though I have checked up on this blog, I haven't written anything in almost two years. Mostly because my health has been stable. However, this blog is partly about me and partly about helping others.

In the summer of 2012, I gave up everything I ever knew to move half way across the country to be with someone I believed could be the right man for me. It was rough at first; learning to live without my family or friends, not having a job, and moving into an unknown territory.

Even though the second half of my childhood was spent growing up with this person, who was my best friend, I never knew what type of life he was exposed to. Though, it didn't take long for me to find out. I was never allowed to get a job. I was only useful for cooking, cleaning the house, and picking up after everyone who lived there. I was forced to work at a shop, where I didn't get paid and didn't ever fit the needs to my health problems; all while never being accepted by anyone. Due to this, my entire personality completely changed. I learned to adapt.

Finally, in March 2013, I gathered up enough courage to leave and I moved back to Texas. It took a few months to get my life back on track. I had received a wonderful job working as an Interpreter/Speech Therapist Assistant at a State School. I was excited to be able to get a job, receive health insurance, and get my own place. Then, out of the blue, I even met someone new.

I felt like I had everything falling back into place; but what does up, always comes down. By mid-October, I was terminated from my job, for unknown reasons. Though I did hear it was due to my health problems. Yes, very illegal but in the state of Texas, you can be terminated/fired without reason. Two weeks later, I landed in the hospital. One week later, my car was totaled. A couple months later, I lost my place because I never found another job. To make everything better, I added one more to the group of failed relationships.

Now, I'm completely lost and depressed. I'm a 30 year old female with absolutely nothing. However, I know, deep down, that things will get better. Some day, some how; everything will improve!